So I moved

This morning has been very uncomfortable for me. I don't know why. May be the fact that I am overwhelmed once again by everything I have to do or the fact that my husband did not go to work today and blamed me. I hate that! I am not responsible for a grown man getting up and going to work as an engineer. He has missed several days this year. I am worried he may lose his job. I don't work so this is a huge stress for me. He had almost a breakdown a few weeks ago and now I feel like I have to "fix" him, even though the better part of me knows that I am not responsible for this. But that is the "fixer" in me. Fix everyone but myself. So I am sitting here watching "peep" with my son while my husband does what he always does at home, sits on the computer. Ugh. I hope he does not lose his job. That would REALLY be a bad thing for my family.