Well, this time I really went overboard. I relapsed AGAIN. I had to go into rehab AGAIN. As a result of my relapse, my son is staying at my sister's for 60 days (which will be over in a week). I also had to find a new sponsor because my old one dumped me AGAIN. But as I have said before, I believe that God has a purpose for my relapse. What that purpose is? I don't know. Today I have 70 days of sobriety and I am still pissed. I love my new sponsor. We grew up together and I find it easy to connect with her. This is good because I normally don't like women so this is a big hurdle for me. One of my favorite meetings is a Woman's only meeting. I was scared as hell going to that one for the first time. (Like I thought the ceiling would fall in on me once I stepped foot in the room). Ha.
I have also been working on my depression and one of the things I am supposed to do daily is journal. As you can see, I have not been consistant at this blogging thing, but I will try. My format will change, as I am not going to keep putting all the questions and answers on here. It will strictly be about me, my recovery, my thoughts, the daily reflection, and other tidbits that I will decide as I go along.
For now I am going to bed.
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