Inconsistancy

I have not blogged in a while. I don't know if it is the added responsibility of work on top of going to therapy and working the steps and AA that has caused me to quit this, or if it my lazyness of not doing something which is beneficial to my recovery. Either way, I have been complacent about this blog and for those who follow - I am sorry.

My son has been sick with the cooties all week. I took him to the doctor and he has strep throat and walking pneumonia. It must be from starting preschool. I had it first and we all have seemed to pass it around the house twice in the last 4 weeks. This has not been fun and it leaves me paranoid that I will lose my job as I am the primary caretaker of him. My husband cannot take off work for these things, and he makes the bulk of the money, so we cannot afford for him to lose his job. I have been assured, through my boss, that all is ok. But I still get paranoid.

I am still working my unmanagables and have managed to finally get them in print format. When I met with my sponsor this week, we went over them and I told her that I was going to post them and write a little bit about all of them. Which I will today.

Spring is trying to arrive. My tulips are up with unopened bulbs at the end and small buds are appearing on my cherry tree. Almost time for my allergy season - ugh. I would much rather it stay like Autumn all year.